Listening to: R U Mine - Arctic Monkeys
Playing: with bugs
Drinking: Carbonated frizzies (ew)
The embarrassment of my last journal entry back in March 2013 has practically forced me to type out a new one to spare the decent outlook of my profile space (get it? ''Decent''? Ha ha?) And that journal has also dragged me into realization of my apocalyptic DeviantArt Account. So to all of you who care (and I'm assuming you do, because you're reading this), I apologize for being gone for so long. M.I.A as some would say (I'm not those 'some').
(... Just btw)
But hey, here I am in all my glory.
I would explain why I was Missing In Action. But I can't. The reason why I can't is because I don't know either.
And if I were to take a wild, wild
(love) guess, it would end up with me blaming school for being, well, a school, and I would build up on that by describing simple assignments with long words to make it sound like a burden that I was and quite frankly, am too lazy to sadly do. And if I were to take another wild, wild (love) guess, I would say that I just didn't feel like drawing anymore, or moreover, showing them off in DeviantArt. And if I were to guess again, I would guess that maybe I'm just a huge, huge procrastinator (which I am, but that's not the point).
To cut to the chase, I haven't felt like drawing a lot these days (and by days, I mean years), which let's face it we all have felt more than once before.
And even when I do, I end up with crumpled and ripped and torn and burnt and virulently separated in shreds o' paper on my desk. In a simpler term, I guess I have been Art Blocked. A term here which means, I gave up (in cleaning the virulently separated paper as well). And no, I am not, in whatsoever going to try to be inspirational here and say things about never giving up and that you must live in your dreams and never wake-up, etc, etc. Another reason why I couldn't upload any more artworks because my dearest, dearest, asswipe brother has recently gone off to college that took away the chances of me using his wacom to you-know-what which basically left me with nothing on hold to draw but tools of my past trade that I no longer have memory of knowing how to use. Sadly. But long story short, M.I.A, being preoccupied with personal matters, procrastination, art block-ness and my dearest, dearest, asswipe wacom-owner is just as far as the pipelines can go.
I'm not sure if anyone still follows me, or if anyone is waiting for me, or frankly if anyone is even reading this. Just to break it down, I'm back from being M.I.A, dear-whoever-cares, and I'm ready - to plan - to use the tools of my past trade (graphite) to lighten my gallery up after a long time. Ready - to plan - to start commissions again, if you're up for that (which I'm planning to be). Ready - to plan - to get rid of this art-block and procrastination and finally start drawing again. Because I dearly miss it. And hopefully you're ready - to plan - to see them in the days to come. And hopefully, just hopefully, I'm ready - to plan - to keep my word from this journal to actually plan to start coming back to DeviantArt more often, which I am planning to do.
Mark my words (in bold, italics, underlined and font size 72).