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I donate to others when they ask or if they're dying for them--or, you know, who are saving up for premium memberships.
I'm doing commissions now though I'm not that creative, but I'll try.. Accept my apologies... :invisible: it's hard not being creative and being artblocked all the time. :grump:
I won't force you to donate--or give a llama, or a deviant-watch or fave your entire gallery (sorry) in exchange for just a few points to spare. If you want more llama badges, I do give a llama for a llama. c: It's alright. You can ask for points and I won't ask anything in return.
But anyway, thank you to all who have donated and thank you to all who are going to. :floating:
btw; in case anyone is out of points or so, just ask me in a note or comment. Don't be afraid to ask me. c: Really, if you want points I'll be happy to donate or save up for you. It's your choice to ask. It's alright. You can ask for points and I won't ask anything in return. c:

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Lemme tell you how this works , if ever I get some points, I'll make sure to check in with you first. (or donate, whatever)
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Chris (as in Christine) Da.
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Oman
Yo.
... I don't usually say that. But I'm trying to sound cool and hip. So let me. :grump:


I'm a 15 year old hobbyist who has been drawing her entire life since the age of four, starting out with tracing paper and my dad's architect gel pens. I'm always a competitor amongst my friends in art, but the main rival is myself. I always struggle in trying to make an artwork look way too good, way better than theirs or hers or whatever - and I'm still not able to make out if that's a good or bad thing. I came to know about sweet DeviantArt through my elder siblings, and felt the need to see the number of pageviews and watchers as a competition when my siblings were just having fun with their work here; which I apparently missed out on.

But that was way before.
And now is now, I'm in that stage where I feel like I don't have a set style of art, so I'll be scavenging and hunting down ways to figure it out. And hopefully you'll watch and enjoy me swivel in circles, or I'm just a fellow passer-by. You decide.

Drawing is really something I love to do. Keeps me focused, which is something I struggle with everything, everyday, and it helps me forget all the bull that's happening around me, which is something I need help with.
I guess art's another music genre to me. And it's the one thing I'm actually really proud of.

My gallery is bipolar.
My music playlist is bipolar.
And I, quite frankly, am really bipolar.

... I'm serious.
  • Listening to: R U Mine - Arctic Monkeys
  • Reading: \'Reading\'
  • Playing: with bugs
  • Drinking: Carbonated frizzies (ew)
The embarrassment of my last journal entry back in March 2013 has practically forced me to type out a new one to spare the decent outlook of my profile space (get it? ''Decent''? Ha ha?) And that journal has also dragged me into realization of my apocalyptic DeviantArt Account. So to all of you who care (and I'm assuming you do, because you're reading this), I apologize for being gone for so long. M.I.A as some would say (I'm not those 'some').
    (... Just btw)


    But hey, here I am in all my glory.


I would explain why I was Missing In Action. But I can't. The reason why I can't is because I don't know either. 
    And if I were to take a wild, wild (love) guess, it would end up with me blaming school for being, well, a school, and I would build up on that by describing simple assignments with long words to make it sound like a burden that I was and quite frankly, am too lazy to sadly do. And if I were to take another wild, wild (love) guess, I would say that I just didn't feel like drawing anymore, or moreover, showing them off in DeviantArt. And if I were to guess again, I would guess that maybe I'm just a huge, huge procrastinator (which I am, but that's not the point). 

    To cut to the chase, I haven't felt like drawing a lot these days (and by days, I mean years), which let's face it we all have felt more than once before. 
    And even when I do, I end up with crumpled and ripped and torn and burnt and virulently separated in shreds o' paper on my desk. In a simpler term, I guess I have been Art Blocked. A term here which means, I gave up (in cleaning the virulently separated paper as well). And no, I am not, in whatsoever going to try to be inspirational here and say things about never giving up and that you must live in your dreams and never wake-up, etc, etc. Another reason why I couldn't upload any more artworks because my dearest, dearest, asswipe brother has recently gone off to college that took away the chances of me using his wacom to you-know-what which basically left me with nothing on hold to draw but tools of my past trade that I no longer have memory of knowing how to use. Sadly. But long story short, M.I.A, being preoccupied with personal matters, procrastination, art block-ness and my dearest, dearest, asswipe wacom-owner is just as far as the pipelines can go. 

    I'm not sure if anyone still follows me, or if anyone is waiting for me, or frankly if anyone is even reading this. Just to break it down, I'm back from being M.I.A, dear-whoever-cares, and I'm ready - to plan - to use the tools of my past trade (graphite) to lighten my gallery up after a long time. Ready - to plan - to start commissions again, if you're up for that (which I'm planning to be). Ready - to plan - to get rid of this art-block and procrastination and finally start drawing again. Because I dearly miss it. And hopefully you're ready - to plan - to see them in the days to come. And hopefully, just hopefully, I'm ready - to plan - to keep my word from this journal to actually plan to start coming back to DeviantArt more often, which I am planning to do.
    Mark my words (in bold, italics, underlined and font size 72).


  Adios muchachos...

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LORETANA Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! :party: I wish you only the positive impressions of this year!
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Thnks for the :+fav: :)
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WendyMitchell Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Welcome to :iconwonderful-world:  Before you begin please read the submission rules here wonderful-world.deviantart.com… Make sure that you submit to the correct folder or your work may be declined. We are really looking forward to seeing your images of the beautiful world that we share!
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alikos Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014   Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav and watch! :D hope you have an awesome day 
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TheLupinearRider Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the LLama :icondragonspin1::icondragonspin2:
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Kodi111 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014   General Artist
Thank you !
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Thanks for faving! :)
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Thanks for the Llama! :)
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